Life is full of changes some good, and other bad. Some you can control, and some you can't. Have you ever been scared to try because you think your just getting a grip on things and you don't want to ruin it. Iv waisted my life so far and i have had my fair share of beatings but only i will understand. Iv cried, laughed, and given up but most importantly iv gotten right back up. I don't care to explain because no one care to understand. You feel like you were on the other side of the glass looking in. All iv ever wanted was to do what i never could, i want to live my life MY way. I feel people left me alone with no guidance on my worst time and now that I have found my OWN way back, now they want to help me. When truth is, they cant take credit for something i had to do on my own... I will never forget the cold, empty, and alone feeling i have felt. I have found my own path now and i am not ashamed of my mistakes. While other look down, i look up and thank god for the lessons some will never get the chance to learn and understand. I will not sit here and feel sorry for myself, for everything i have gone through because it made me someone i am proud of and gave me a strong soul.
I have found my inner peace but I'm still going to make mistakes like everyone human being does but the difference is that i will only make them once. I had to learn to lose
And for the the things in my life that are here now and for the opportunity to always try again... i will forever be thankful.
i would also like to thank:
~My Mom, who i can connect to because we are just alike & for the fact that she waited... she always let me try again.
~My Aunt, for being there to talk to and for caring about my problems when I'm not you responsibility
~A few of my mom friends (they know who they are, for being someone to talk to without being judged.
~A lot of people in my family i just recently got to know.
~And Everyone who put a smile on my face when i was down.
